do you hate your siblings?
i hate them so much. i hate sibling arrangements when there are 3 sibligns of the same sex. I'm the oldest of all of us, so my 2 younger sisters really have nothing better to do than to gang up on me and make fun of me ALL the time. It's really condescending, and I've grown up having to take the brunt of it. I hate the fact that I have 2 immature brats. Maybe it's a common pattern that appears, but is it always the case that the younger 2 siblings tend to gang up on the older one? It seems that way. Family dynamics? Ugh, whatever.
I am sick of them making remarks at me about the clothes I wear, what I eat, etc. "why don't you move out of the house if you hate it so much", "that shirt is ugly on you", "you walk funny", blah blah blah. Like grow up you a holes. they are 21 and 19 by the way, and i'm 23. They've been like this since they were teenagers. but you'd expect them to AT THIS POINT get over this crap and stop picking on others for stupid reasons. I have resorted to violence numerous times out of frustration, but they don't stop. One day, out of frustration, I told one of them I was going to commit suicide. I'm not depressed in any way or have any suicidal thoughts, but after that statement, they have been ignoring me more frequently. Well, is this what it takes to be taken seriously around here? A suicide threat???
I don't even talk to my siblings anymore. We have nothing in common anyway. Even when we're in the same room we don't say a word to each other. Sometimes I wonder whether I'm overreacting, or whether they are truly annoying ******es and I have a right to be upset. Who knows.