This is literally my worst nightmare. Everytime I walk into a shop I feel like people are judging me.
I don't have a problem with my body or anything, but thanks to puberty i've got um, a big chest, which always draws unwanted attention and is frustrating when trying to buy shirts.
Shopping kinda sucks in general though - Just walking around feeling like people are staring at you, eating alone, seeing people you know with friends, dealing with snobby employees.... it just makes me wish I could be confident and not give a s***.
I used to hate shopping. But now i enjoy it.
The secret is to know that this place was made for you . They don't have the right to judge you .. it is you who are judging them. Their fashion, their attitude , their style, their reception etc..
You don't owe any one an explanation of your taste....you do what you wanna do in that shop as long as you don't break the law. If they hate it .. tough luck ..
In regards to your chest, don't care about men .. what are you gonna do about it any way .. your boobs are gonna be there.. and even if you have a bad posture they will still be there and obvious. Walk straight and dont give a ****. Have a good posture. Don't be ashamed of your chest . If girls are jealous, it says something about their insecurity and not about what is wrong or right with you .
You should buy books about assertiveness. It will give you an idea of your bill of rights.
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