08-20-2012, 10:47 AM
Status: Nowhere Man
Join Date: Aug 2010
Originally Posted by linxy5
I been feeling severely depressed lately that all my life has been ridden by lots of complications -- mental illness, family problems, everything. I'm 22 now and I feel very behind for my age I have nothing, no girlfriend, no job, still at a junior college, it hurts. I feel that I have only aged but I'm still a sixteen year old.
I am 25 and in the same boat as you: no girlfriend, no friends, never had a real job (not even in a frikin' McDonald's, i just couldn't handle customers and peer pressure from the manager), and never done anything, absolutely anything. What's more, i can't even drive.
The sense of being behind your age is something i have felt for over 5 or 6 years. It is extemely sad and depressing.
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