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post #1 of 3 (permalink) Old 05-25-2009, 09:47 PM Thread Starter
tell me babe
 
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can't understand myself or anything else

**Warning, this is a personal rant **

I'm not expecting anyone to really read this, but I really just can't understand myself, sa/generalized anxiety/depression, and what's been happening to me for the past two years. A lot of **** has happened in two years. Severe depression, major anxiety disorder, stopping college after finishing just two years with no real major declared, did a lot of nothing for one year, thoughts of self-harm, no job, and no friends, not even a real support system. I guess I really shot myself in the foot this time.

The reason why I'm frustrated is because my brother says I have no personality, even he can't figure me out. That really hurts. He doesn't even try to understand anything about me, he just assumes that I have some kind of disorder like autism or Asperger's syndrome yeah, like I am mentally disabled meaning I can't progress beyond a certain point in intellectual/social skills and whatnot. Okay, when you don't understand something why do you have to assume stuff about it?

It's not like I know how to be easygoing and just automatically have a personality of my own. I've just never had a real personality.. which is why I just don't fit in with society and don't get along with most therapists. Maybe I'm just too picky or have a rigid personality that doesn't change. Maybe I'm just not likeable.
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post #2 of 3 (permalink) Old 05-26-2009, 02:08 AM
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sure we've all been there.

i guess your rant was more to get off whatever anger you were feeling, but it would help to know a little more about yourself maybe if you want some more feedback from me or others

how anti social are you? do you have atleast 1 or 2 friends or someone who you actually talk with? is your brother older or younger? tell us a little more about yourself
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post #3 of 3 (permalink) Old 05-26-2009, 06:30 AM
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I can relate to you completly. Even my brother used to tell all that stuff and i droped out of college too. I wasted my 2 years doing nothing after i droped out of college.
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