I think you just need to realize that while someone with good looks is nice, it isn't what should be the most important thing. Like you said looks will just fade over time, so if your top priority is the way someone looks what will you be left with once those looks are gone? For me I would be happy if I can find someone that is a kind and caring person and is someone I just enjoy being with because of who they are, and it would help you if you started thinking a similar way about what you are looking for in a person. I think you not only need to focus more on who the person is, but it would really help if you found someone that focused on the same thing. Yeah sure I won't lie, I would love to have someone that was really attractive physically, but if who they are as a person isn't attractive to me then those looks won't matter at all since they will lose those looks eventually anyway. I have a feeling you're being too hard on yourself for the way you look, I mean it's not like every guy out there only cares about looks. You just have to find someone that truly makes you happy for who they are, and it has to be someone that is happy being with you for who you are too. I know all too well what it's like to lose hope of finding someone since I can't seem to find anyone, but you really shouldn't give up I'm sure you will find someone that can appreciate you for who you are.
Marooned and stranded on the islands of the damned. There is no one on earth to take my hand.