Afraid of people.

[le feu]

So, today I was at the post office waiting in line and the guy in front of me turns around and looks at me. He had a very suprised look on his face and that made me feel really uncomfortable, like do I look that hideous?? My heart started to race and I was getting very nervous, I didnt know where to look or what to do. He stood sideways and would glance over, and I would just look elsewhere. I dont know, maybe Im just being self centered, but I kinda got the impression that he wanted to talk to me or something. He looked like a nice guy and I desperately need to make friends, but how can I???? I don't want to be a loner anymore, yet Im too afraid and not ready to make new friends. Not a good day for me.... I feel hopeless and tired.

[Anachiel]

Your not hopeless, everybody on this earth deserves a friend and so do you