Social Anxiety Support

sweetcupcake · 11-04-2009, 10:55 AM

Dont know what to do anymore

My mother wont take me to my cake decorating class because she says i look scruffy (my clothes are clean). She says if i dont change my clothes she wont take me. So we had an argument and now shes downstairs ranting to her boyfriend about me and licking his ***. She always comes crying to me when hes said something mean to her and she always repays me back by licking his *** and talking **** about me which they both love doing about how im scruffy blah blah blah. I have body issues so it doesnt help when her boyfriend puts me down and tells me things like how i am big boned. When i am ****ing not.

I want to get out of here, i have no friends and the only friend that i had my mother) is turning against me and i have nowhere to go and not enough money to get a place of my own. I really think i am a burden to everyone and i would be better of dead because life just gets ****tier everyday. Its always bad news, never good news.I wish i just had one genuine friend who treated me well but i have nothing. Ive really had enough i have absolutely nothing to live for other than misery and disappointment and abuse from others. I was thinking of going to a womens refuge or something but i dont know if they would even accept me

Kelly065 · 11-04-2009, 11:05 AM

Im sorry. But you can have me as a friend....if thats any help :/

its_a_rick · 11-04-2009, 11:06 AM

Aww, I can't really do much but give you my sympathy and a

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Originally Posted by sweetcupcake

Dont know what to do anymore

My mother wont take me to my cake decorating class because she says i look scruffy (my clothes are clean). She says if i dont change my clothes she wont take me. So we had an argument and now shes downstairs ranting to her boyfriend about me and licking his ***. She always comes crying to me when hes said something mean to her and she always repays me back by licking his *** and talking **** about me which they both love doing about how im scruffy blah blah blah. I have body issues so it doesnt help when her boyfriend puts me down and tells me things like how i am big boned. When i am ****ing not.

Sounds like a messed up situation =/

Hang in there, things will get better, some time.
Sorry, not being very helpfull

sweetcupcake · 11-04-2009, 11:07 AM

Thanks

Rixy · 11-04-2009, 12:00 PM

I'm sorry to hear about this. I can't give much advice as I have never been in a situation like this. I wish you all the luck in the world. Things will get better once you get older. Maybe you could try making friends at school (if you go to one) or work (if you have a job). Don't get down

11-04-2009, 10:55 AM	#1 (permalink)
sweetcupcake Status: SAS Member Join Date: Nov 2008 Location: Wales, UK Age: 18 Posts: 5	;( Dont know what to do anymore My mother wont take me to my cake decorating class because she says i look scruffy (my clothes are clean). She says if i dont change my clothes she wont take me. So we had an argument and now shes downstairs ranting to her boyfriend about me and licking his *. She always comes crying to me when hes said something mean to her and she always repays me back by licking his * and talking ** about me which they both love doing about how im scruffy blah blah blah. I have body issues so it doesnt help when her boyfriend puts me down and tells me things like how i am big boned. When i am ing not. I want to get out of here, i have no friends and the only friend that i had my mother) is turning against me and i have nowhere to go and not enough money to get a place of my own. I really think i am a burden to everyone and i would be better of dead because life just gets **tier everyday. Its always bad news, never good news.I wish i just had one genuine friend who treated me well but i have nothing. Ive really had enough i have absolutely nothing to live for other than misery and disappointment and abuse from others. I was thinking of going to a womens refuge or something but i dont know if they would even accept me

11-04-2009, 12:00 PM	#5 (permalink)
Rixy Status: Falling into Guru Muhk Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: UK Gender: Male Age: 17 Posts: 217	I'm sorry to hear about this. I can't give much advice as I have never been in a situation like this. I wish you all the luck in the world. Things will get better once you get older. Maybe you could try making friends at school (if you go to one) or work (if you have a job). Don't get down __________________ Will you say hello to my ma? Will you pay a visit to her? She was an artist just as you were I'd have introduced you to her She would take me out on Sundays We'd go laughing through the garbage She repaired legs like a doctor On the kitchen chairs we sat on She was unhappy just as you were unhappy just as you were unhappy just as you were unhappy just as you were... -Jane's Addiction (Then She Did...)

11-04-2009, 11:05 AM	#2 (permalink)
Kelly065 Status: Emotional Mess Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: Asheville, NC Gender: Female Age: 23 Posts: 96	Im sorry. But you can have me as a friend....if thats any help :/

11-04-2009, 11:07 AM	#4 (permalink)
sweetcupcake Status: SAS Member Join Date: Nov 2008 Location: Wales, UK Age: 18 Posts: 5	Thanks