04-05-2009, 09:20 PM
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Status: SAS Member
Join Date: Nov 2008
Posts: 1,386
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the best i've felt all my life
this might sound fake, but today for a quick 45 min i honestly can say that i have never felt this comfortable around a grp of kids in my life. im 16, and i probably have been suffering from SA since i was an adolescent although it got a lot worse in the past year. I took Valerian root three times the normal dose and i felt completely and utterly comfortable for 45 min. No worrying, no racing thoughts, no fast heartbeat, none of that nervous feeling in my stomach. I felt amazing. If coming out of SA will feel anything remotely close to this, I can't wait for it. I have never felt more motivated to beat this thing. In 9 days (my birthday lol) when i get the test results back for hyperthyroidism, i will (assuming i dont have hyperthyroidism) do whatever it takes to beat SA. I am completely open-minded to everything and anything and i wana try it all (meds, therapy, hypnosis, tapes, books, herbs, vitamins, etc.) until i find something that works. God today was a good day
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