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Old 10-16-2009, 03:33 PM   #61 (permalink)
 
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When I was eighteen I was prescribed Dexedrine for ADD and I just abused it like crazy. I've been too scared to try any other chemical drug since.

The past eight years it's just been me and my girl Mary...We get on fine, she likes me for me and I like her for her.
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Old 10-16-2009, 04:17 PM   #62 (permalink)
 
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They didnt catch me in the club, but some ppl tolled everything to the police... But thats all past now i dont sell anything anymore
Also didnt find MDMA for a year, i like using MDMA as it give me a day free of anxiety the day after a party, so i basicly had an evening and the day after to make friends, and to go out with those friends, in the week i usually stayed home. I liked it that way, even tough you kinda dont feel as well the next week because of the MDMA i had a normal sunday every week, wich was damn worth it for me.

I've also tried opiates, they didnt work for my anxiety, i have a hard to tread kind... I do take 2 doses of GHB a day, works great, i take 2 days off every week so i dont get addicted. Doesnt work for my anxiety tough.
I try to avoid weed, and i suggest everyone to do the same!
I wouldn't be surprised someone snitched selling 150 in an hour, that's kind of impressive. I remember when I was most anxiety free when I did lots of MDMA. But after a while, that stuff caught up to me and it stopped feeling as euphoric after a while. But man it was fun to club like that and meet new people through ecstasy, but after a while, you kind of realize that **** is fake.

Yeah, I love pot, but I can't smoke it right now. I think about it everyday, just light up a joint and feel nice, but I'm trying to be stronger than that and move away from drugs. It's just hard when people bug me to try to get them weed. I hate being that guy who can get drugs.
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Old 10-16-2009, 04:32 PM   #63 (permalink)
 
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I wouldn't be surprised someone snitched selling 150 in an hour, that's kind of impressive. I remember when I was most anxiety free when I did lots of MDMA. But after a while, that stuff caught up to me and it stopped feeling as euphoric after a while. But man it was fun to club like that and meet new people through ecstasy, but after a while, you kind of realize that **** is fake.

Yeah, I love pot, but I can't smoke it right now. I think about it everyday, just light up a joint and feel nice, but I'm trying to be stronger than that and move away from drugs. It's just hard when people bug me to try to get them weed. I hate being that guy who can get drugs.
Yes MDMA is fake but the feeling of just being normal when it wears of is amazing, its soo suprising how rewarding and easy it is to socially interact, do you also notice that you just felt normal a few hours after MDMA stops working? I wish it would be possible to just get that feeling, without the MDMA high.

After a few months of taking MDMA i only used to get bad trips, nothing of a good high but everything of feeling normal, just for that i continue to take MDMA..
Unless i can feel normal with a good med combo, i dont know...

If you dont have an addictive personality i suggest GBL, i find it very easing to not take more then 2 doses a day and 2 days off every week, when used correctly it hasnt got the negative aftereffects as weed had, and actually energizes and motivates you.
That downside is, if not used correctly, you could face a terrible addiction.
For 90% of ppl it works for social anxiety. I just use it as a mood enhances.
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Old 11-02-2009, 12:58 PM   #64 (permalink)
 
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Yes... This year I've had my first experience with weed, peyote, and E. I am still weighing all the risks and "benefits" and this is something I want to do only a few times a year (trance music events).
Something of interest: Maps.org is a nonprofit organization trying to persuade the FDA and scientists to legalize psychedelics for treatment of PSTD and anxiety.
Anyway, I don't think it's for everyone (it helps if you don't have an addictive personality and able to think critically) and cautious planning is of utmost importance. A group of trusted friends is also essential...those who care for you and will fulfill any need that may arise - a cuddle, a chitchat, water, a place to stay.
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Old 11-05-2009, 10:04 AM   #65 (permalink)
 
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I just made a bunch of herb cookies and they work. There is still about 1/3 of the batter left in the freezer. No lung damage at all with these. The anti-drug warriors have nothing here. We made them last night and I fell asleep with a smile on my face. I had some interesting dreams.
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I just made a bunch of herb cookies and they work. There is still about 1/3 of the batter left in the freezer. No lung damage at all with these. The anti-drug warriors have nothing here. We made them last night and I fell asleep with a smile on my face. I had some interesting dreams.
I made a few batches before, and the potency was too much for me to handle! I think I ate 2 grams the first time which was intense but tolerable, but the second time I ate at least an eighth and needed to take some benzos once it kicked in (did so surprisingly fast too, an hour max after ingestion to feel the effects). Next time, I'm either going to eat only a gram or use an Indica strain.
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Yes I experiment occasionally with illegal psychoactives. I don't consider it a disorder either and vehemently despise prohibition; a policy that causes more harm than it prevents and unfairly interferes with my personal liberties. But anyway, thats a whole other issue.

I have taken the following recreationally:

+ Codeine
+ Fentanyl
+ MDMA (ecstasy)
+ And of course, marijuana.

From this usage I have established that:

+ Opiates and opioids are nice to 'chill out' on, but very addictive and generally not worth the risk
+ Ecstasy tablets are often very impure
+ Marijuana increases food expenditure by 5000%
+ Illegal drugs are easier to buy than alcohol when you're underage (so much for prohibition being an effective policy)

I take such drugs on a sporadic basis and havent taken any of the above in several months. I find the psychedelic qualities of drugs particuarly intruiging and would like to experiment with hallucinogens (ie. LSD, 2C-B, DMT, psilocin etc).
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