Yep, I've been diagnosed with it.
I'm (trying) to work with my idiot therapists on this. They say I've definitely had it since my g/f killed herself. Two of them say that I've probably had it since I was very, very young, from abuse from a family member.
My anxiety is worse than it's ever been. I isolate most of the time. There are days when I spend the whole day in my room, and don't come out, and don't say a single word the entire f*cking day.
I hate, absolutely hate any kind of social interaction anymore. I can't stand going out, driving, going to the mailbox, I avoid the neighbors.
Flashbacks are really bad for me. I've, like, re-lived my girlfriend dying in my arms a thousand times. I had a nervous breakdown in front of my parents a few weeks ago, where I could not stop crying. I was shaking. I was completely hysterical. They both believe I have PTSD.
I shake a lot now, for some reason. And it's not my drinking, lol. It's definitely a side effect from nerves, from not being able to function like a normal human being anymore.
Anyway I don't know what the answer is, if you find it, please let me know. I wish nothing but the best for you.