I have social anxiety, badly. I have to be careful what I read, watch, because the tiniest of things will give me panic attacks. But that is all a story for another day; maybe a long whiny post in the future.
But along with it, I think I also suffer from depression, of some sort. At several times (some days more/less than others) everyday I get a feeling of hopelessness, which is worse on some days.
But also, I have no desire/am lazy. I hardly ever do my work for college, even though I know I should, and might not even dread it that much, I just feel really physically unable to get all my stuff out of my bag and do it.
Also, in the past, I have started projects, done lots of work on them, and then just stopped, because I lost interest/desire. I joined a group, once, but along with too much anxiety before/during going there, I stopped, probably because I as lazy, also.
This may sound silly, but in the past, I had plans, I had planned a whole entire video game, with the character having SA, but, I never made it past the intro. I enjoyed doing it, but I just lost the desire, like with everything else.
I do have some dreams, not too many, and not too glamorous, but I sometimes think, even if I had more desire, I could be even a small step closer to being able to seek help for everything.
I also have a very loose plan, or sometimes even imaginations, of ways to get over my anxiety, but they are merely visions, and probably would not even work.
If only I at least had more desire, if still having all of these other problems...