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Old 03-06-2011, 09:40 PM   #1 (permalink)
 
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Unhappy I know that I'm going to die soon...

...and nobody believes me.
I'm to afraid to go to the doctor to get help. I can't even ask my mother to take me to the doctors. Because then everything would be more real.
I'm going to die soon and I don't know what to do.
I googled "what to do if you're dying", but not surprisingly, not many results came up.
I don't know what to do. I want to live a full, healthy life. I want to be healthy again, but I don't know what to do.

I need the courage to go to the Doctors...but how?

Everybody I know says that it's just anxiety, but I KNOW that it isn't. It is NOT just anxiety.
I don't know what to do.
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Old 03-06-2011, 09:42 PM   #2 (permalink)
 
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Why do you think you are going to die soon?

Why don't you try call the kids help line? Or write your mum a letter?
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Everybody dies. Its what you do before that counts.

I need to take my own advice, lol.
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I CAN'T just og to the doctor. I want to, I REALLY REALLY want to go to the doctor, but I'm so afraid. I'm terrified of being hospitalized. God, I REALLY WANT a doctor to fix me, i really do. But I just...CAN'T.

I don't know what I have. All I know is that I don't have much time left and my death is going to be miserable. I don't know what to do.

What is the "kids help line"?
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It's a shame they got rid of the hypochondria sub-forum.
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If nobody believes you, who have you told?

My advice - Make an appointment to see a doctor and have a check up, I'm sure your mother will take you.
I know it will be hard, you may have a panic attack, but it's better to get it over and done with before this goes too far.
Deal with one thing at a time. Good luck.
the problem with that is...I've already HAD check-ups...
I had a check-up recently, but what I really need is a full body scan inside and out. I need doctors to look intensely at my heart, brain, blood and eyes to fix me. Everyone says it's anxiety but I KNOW it isn't.
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Kids help line is someone to talk to when your in need...

Are you from Australia? 1800 55 1800
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Uh
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you are having paranoia, try to relax
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Uh
troll.
not a troll. I really wish I was.

Anyways, what's so trolly about being horrified to go to the doctor?
I wish I wasn't afraid, but I am. Lots of people have that fear.
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This reminds of "What about Bob." Baby steps, im on vacation from my problems,
i was sailing with the wind and everything, your death therapy cured me you genius.
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not a troll. I really wish I was.

Anyways, what's so trolly about being horrified to go to the doctor?
I wish I wasn't afraid, but I am. Lots of people have that fear.
I hate the doctor myself. Back in the day I got afraid enough that I was going to die to finally go. JUST GET YOUR BUTT IN THERE!!! The doctor is not that bad, I promise. Have someone take you.
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Old 03-06-2011, 11:37 PM   #17 (permalink)
 
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I know you're afraid to go to the doctor. But what are you really more afraid of, going to the doctor or dieng? You could be right, something may be physically wrong with you, but you'll never know if you don't get yourself checked out. Tell your doctor everything that you just said here. Although, it just sounds like you're just suffering from anxiety. When I had my first panic attack I thought that I was having a heart attack and I went to the hospital only to find out that I was having a panic attack. Also, if you constantly tell yourself that something is wrong with you, then you're going to feel like there is. I hope you get better.
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the problem with that is...I've already HAD check-ups...
I had a check-up recently, but what I really need is a full body scan inside and out. I need doctors to look intensely at my heart, brain, blood and eyes to fix me. Everyone says it's anxiety but I KNOW it isn't.
i can relate here... got a ****load of health issues...not to mention muscle injuries from lifting weights...some of my blood work even comes back abnormal but the docs still dont wanna help.
my blood platelets are always 130k or below

i always have someone come to the docs with me, not cause im scared to go, but m scared they will take advantage of me.(not sexually) but they wont listen to my concerns
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You have to go, two summers ago I over dosed (long story) being scared to deal with the fact that my insides were buring and that I was throwing up every couple of mins, I was scared. Scared In case I was dying, scared to even go to the doctors because I hate hospitals >_< makes me nervous, scared of what my family was going to do, scared scared scared. It took me until way later that day to just suck it up and go. The worst you will get is you may have some sort of illnesss, ect ect but you can also get it fixed before it gets worse. The more you wait, the more your nerves will bother you each day. If I would have waited any longer I could have died, but I went just in time
I think you should try, or bring someone along, or bring something that will help you ease your nerves. Im still ify about doctors but if you think its really serious I wouldnt wait.
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You need to seek the help of a doctor.
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