we're all mad here♥
Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: California, north cali/bay area
You have to go, two summers ago I over dosed (long story) being scared to deal with the fact that my insides were buring and that I was throwing up every couple of mins, I was scared. Scared In case I was dying, scared to even go to the doctors because I hate hospitals >_< makes me nervous, scared of what my family was going to do, scared scared scared. It took me until way later that day to just suck it up and go. The worst you will get is you may have some sort of illnesss, ect ect but you can also get it fixed before it gets worse. The more you wait, the more your nerves will bother you each day. If I would have waited any longer I could have died, but I went just in time
I think you should try, or bring someone along, or bring something that will help you ease your nerves. Im still ify about doctors but if you think its really serious I wouldnt wait.
"I am bent, twisted and scarred. Though I am damaged...I refuse to be broken."
“You may of course ask whether we really need to refer to "saints". Wouldn't it suffice just to refer to decent people? It is true that they form a minority. More than that, they always will remain a minority. And yet I see therein the very challenge to join the minority. For the world is in a bad state, but everything will become still worse unless each of us does his best.” ― Viktor E. Frankl