I'm glad other people know what I'm talking about. It's like in class or in other crowded places I just sit and can hardly move, because if I do move, or drop a pen on the floor and have to reach down to get it, it will call attention to me. Even if someone looked at me for one second as they saw me pick something up, or sneeze or something, I hate it, and I want to freeze and just sit there not moving at all. That is the thing that makes me nervous.
When people I know or live with stare, that makes me angry. I think, "What right do they have to be curious about what I'm doing," or "What makes them think I want to share what I'm thinking about with them?" I feel like they're trying to invade my brain.