wow i have this exact same issue.... i have even moved myself to the computer room with the bed in it because i cant sleep in my room anymore..my mom thinks its kind of weird but hasnt asked why. i wind myself to get out of bed an i have to wind myself down to go to sleep, i just sit there an fidget an toss an turn when many can just roll over an go to sleep an stay in the same spot... when you do sleep does it feel like your fully asleep or just resting your eyes in a deep dreamy sort of way...i to love sleep
"Eckhart saw Hell too. He said: The only thing that burns in Hell is the part of you that won't let go of life, your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you, he said. They're freeing your soul. So, if you're frightened of dying and... and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth."