Suicide...Have you ever??

[Kascheritt]

Yeah, always in my head. I don't know , it's kinda natural to me. Never tried . I think of it as a "shut down" button.
My love to nature and my hobbies keeps me away from it

[airulqiz20]

Yes,most of the time and attempted by taking sleeping pills.

[Deserted]

Yes, I took my last overdose back in January. I am today very glad that nothing severe happened.

[snap]

Lets see, I own 2 357 magnums, a 38 & 2 22 target pistols. Have a box of hollow point 357 loads which would be perfect to inter small & blow out large chunk brain/skull matter. Woods next to my house would work.

Have a body donor card where med students have me to dissect for a year then I get cremated FREE. I would need to find someone to take my 4 cats. House will be put up for sale w/ profits going to our local Humane Society. So everything is in order w/ a few details to be ironed out. Guys, I’ve had this plan for 15 years!

[Sabreena]

I've wanted to. I think about it a lot. There's literally no reason whatsoever for me to be alive. It would be more convenient for everybody if I just got rid of myself. However, I know I would never do it because I don't have the guts. Also, I'd probably fail at it, just like I fail at everything else in life.

[Noll]

Suicide is for cowards.

[sourshoes]

I overdosed about 9 years ago and have played russian roulette twice. I guess I won. YAY

[Droidsteel]

Hmmm... you should probably get help if you are seriously considering this.

Personally Ive never really gone as far as to think of suicide as an option, a few years ago I said if I don't get a gf by the time I am 18 I would do it but I was mostly just angrily joking. I used to cut my wrists a lot though.

[Elad]

Multiple tries. Family heartbroken. Locked up. Never again.

[jJoe]

If im in a depressive phase over a few days I usually start thinking "Whats the point of living if im not happy?" I carry on in the slight hope im better but honestly if im still the same (or worse) in the next ten years then I think id consider it, but even then id have to consider how much it would harm my family.

I sometimes wonder if id act on impulse and of done something years ago if I had a gun.

[missingno]

Originally Posted by ObamaGoesPostal

Suicide is for cowards.

How about gfy. Nah tbh the world would be better if people like you offed themselves

[RawrJessiRawr]

6 times... 6 times I've tried it. All by overdosing, last time worked but I didn't really mean to that time. It hurt alot, alot... Burns your insides when your throwing up every hour than thirty mins then only ten mins you know its bad. Not breathing is not great, its scary. Surviving does change you, you appreciate life more no matter the pain that may be in it. I have a bit of damage liver but its a lesson learned.

[Tibble]

Well i have suicidal thoughts everyday, from the moment i wake up till i go to bed. I've never tried to, I don't plan on it. I don't want to end my life. There is so many things that I want to accomplish. :'(

[viv]

I hate myself and want to die. Today would have been a beautiful day, but my family is coming over in a few minutes. I want to send them away so I can get down to business.

[heyJude]

I thought about it once when I was a teen (back when my OCD was bad). Had thoughts of harming myself, then immediately felt bad and sick to my stomach for thinking those thoughts. I've never thought about it again after that.

[Rabbitheartedgirl]

Done it. I had it all planned for months, getting the right drugs and everything. It didn't go to plan and I don't remember any of it but I had my stomach pumped and washed out with charcoal so I didn't absorb anymore of the drugs. It turned out my mum had found me. I don't really know what the follow up is like in other countries but the next day I was put on benzos, antidepressants and was signed up for a long course of therapy. It has helped somewhat and even though I do get urges to do it again, I don't think I could ever put my parents through that again, they were heartbroken and they have enough problems of their own as since it happened my mum was diagnosed with cancer. As a rule of thumb I now never drink alone as it makes it all the more tempting. Hope that helps.

[Mercurochrome]

Really, no one posting is yet dead. Give us time to *edited*

[liktheangel]

I think about suicide everyday even when I don't want to die. I think the thoughts of suicide are hard to erase because they've been there so long. It's important to seek help when you first start having those thoughts. No I have never tried to kill myself. The closet I've come is trying to slit my wrists but no go and hiding pills under my bed.

[Elad]

Oh I should have said last night when I posted that I've been to rock bottom like this and came back now, so if anyone feels like they need someone to talk to they dont really know then just message me whatever whenever . I take this stuff seriously.

[KelsKels]

Yeah Ive cut myself before several times. But not too deep obviously. I sat on a fence over a river thinking about jumping for about an hour. And I kept a full bottle of pills Im allergic to for the longest time, because I figured I might need to take them all some day. When I was 15 I mixed bleach, silica gel, and drain cleaner in a bottle and kept it under my bed for a month or so because I wanted it to be there just in case. Although thinking back on it, Im not sure itd have killed me.

I dont know why I cant go through with it. I guess Im too scared there is a god and Ill go to hell forever. That and usually thinking about my boyfriend makes me feel better. But times like these when Im not sure if were still together, things look pretty grim. I doubt I could ever go through with it though. Im too scared to die.