I am 19 years old and stopped working about 3 months ago because i had problems with my girlfriend and was extremely worried. I also worked with shifts at night and during all the night. I couldnt handle it and was going to work almost sleepy because my mind couldnt get off from thoughts and i couldnt sleep.
I had this problem because the job was boring also. I was getting awefull social anxiety attacks too. Worried before sleeping , thinking i was wasting my life at work ,
Now i found another job for the rest of summer and im feeling very anxious again. Excited all the time for no reason. I also sometimes try to find excuses for not attending a job interview or always thinking to quit from work because i found a job last week and began today. Its a job with shift too but not night shifts.I get very very anxious becuase im always thinking time is not going to pass by.
When i get excited and anxious , i feel strengthless and cant concentrate.
At night im always worried because i may wake up late for work or think that there is not much time left for the next day at work although there is !
What can i do ?
Im also worried because my relationship with my girlfriend is going to be ruined because there is less time for us to meet and enjoy together.
My whole family dont agree with me when i tell them to quit a job because of the anxiety ruining me . I know i need money until i go back to school , but this is ruining me
I am going to talk to a physiocologist on later on this week . Im also waiting for some interviews regarding a part time sales person and technical support agent because i am heading back to school.
Could this be because i do not love my jobs ?