Anyone else put most of their time and love in material possessions? Since I lack a social life/love life/family. It feels wrong since growing up your supposed to value the people in your life.
I could of wrote all of that. My room is a mess and doesn't really bother me I feel comfortable with all the useless junk. My cars are definitely important and super clean ironically. Being materialistic is wrong but what else do you do if your all alone in the world. I get more excited around cars then women at this point. Im gonna end up a socially awkward middle aged bachelor that drives a Corvette. Without the responsibility of family it's like you can just buy what makes you happy and not feel guilty.I'm definitely a materialist and more stuff=better. My room is messy and full of stuff. I have more furniture what I need and some of them are piled over each other, because there just isn't more room... I live in this "creative chaos" I like all the details and visuals of having a room full of stuff that I like. It also brings certain kind of safety for me. I get anxious in tidy and bright places and that is also very uninspiring for me.
The cars... most valuable things in my life, in every sense. I always felt that they are the substitute of relationships for me. I'm not trying to be a sexist, but you know how women are sometimes disgracefully referred to as cars or other way around... But these cars, you see pictures of them, you see them in movies, these old cars have been there long before I was born, they're like celebrities you can have around.
I don't need to fear my cars, their judging, or them leaving me. As long as I can take care of those cars and don't "chop" them, I'm enough for them. I just wish it would work like that with women.
Without my material possessions I have nothing, so I damn right "put most of my time and love in material possessions"