Yes, I have the same problem. In one of my classes, I have a teacher that is very confident and out-going. During her lectures, she peruses up and down the aisles and locks eyes with students as if she was talking to them -- and only them. I feel threatened when she does that to me, but I try my best to keep eye contact. However, I secretively panic because I'm afraid she's going to ask me a question that I don't know the answer to. And when she does, I just nod out of stupidity.
Making eye contact and processing what she's saying is very hard to do simultaneously; It's either one or the other for me.
I'm not who I have in memory
Nor who is in me now.
If I think, I self-dismember.
If I believe, there is no end.