I just don't want to socialize
Sometimes, I can be really friendly, and get along with people well. I am still shy, but I have fun socializing, and in the right circumstances, people will give me the chance to socialize with them. But then a lot of the time, like now, I do not feel like even talking to people. Well, at least new people that I don't know too well. I find socializing to be exhausting, and I have to do it today, since I am going to work. But now I will come across as cold and stuff, when I just want to be left alone for a little bit. I hate this, I wish I could be social when I wanted to, and silent when I want to, and not have it be weird.
Once you give up all hope is when you have truly lost.
-A great friend