Today was so humiliating while my boss sat with me to train. My boss told me to "try and act like I know what I am talking about on the phone with customers" (I work in cable company call center). She talks so loud and others in the cubicles could hear her. I feel like I am a nuisance and that they were disgusted with training me. She commented that it wasn;t productive for me to have my back to her for training. The way the cube was positioned thats how I could see the screen. She is hard to read because she has this bizarre sense of humor. SO then she sticks this other lady with me who acted like she was too bothered to sit and train with me, and basically sat behind me yawning. I feel like a piece of crap for having this sort of treatment.
And my cube mate seems to ignore me cause I'm not in the clique. Mind you I have only been there a month....
I take my klonipan but I cant seem to retain the information fast enough. Perhaps I will get better or they will let me go. Either way I will try not to stress out about being humiliated and the social awkwardness of having no friends at work.
And my cube mate seems to ignore me cause I'm not in the clique. Mind you I have only been there a month....
I take my klonipan but I cant seem to retain the information fast enough. Perhaps I will get better or they will let me go. Either way I will try not to stress out about being humiliated and the social awkwardness of having no friends at work.