Do I walk into a hospital and ask for it? Tell them that this toxic mix of severe depression and anxiety has alienated me from myself, from people, from the world. That I'm on the verge of complete psychosis, a breakdown, catatonia. Because I don't know how much longer I can keep going at this rate.
I just turned 29 yesterday, I need to take action before it’s truly too late for me. I've only told a few people about my depression and anxieties and get a blank stare or silence on the other end of the line. It really makes me think less of them, in a way. I feel so broken that no one and nothing can fix me. Maybe I need to move somewhere slower, more remote. Living in NYC - in America, really - hasn't helped.
What do I do? Don't you just wish sometimes you had someone to just tell you what to do? Being an adult ****ing blows.
I just turned 29 yesterday, I need to take action before it’s truly too late for me. I've only told a few people about my depression and anxieties and get a blank stare or silence on the other end of the line. It really makes me think less of them, in a way. I feel so broken that no one and nothing can fix me. Maybe I need to move somewhere slower, more remote. Living in NYC - in America, really - hasn't helped.
What do I do? Don't you just wish sometimes you had someone to just tell you what to do? Being an adult ****ing blows.