How do guys feel about ugly women?
Okay, I dress neatly, I'm kind, polite, eager to please, keep myself in shape, but I am not pretty. Growing up guys were very mean to me and would call me ugly and even hit and slapped me a few times.
Now, since I'm older I wonder how do men feel about us? I'm very quiet and shy. Shy cute women can easily attract men, but what about us ugly women?
I hate myself so much that I just want to cut myself over and over again, but I'm trying not to relapse but it's hard. I have no reason to love myself. I feel as if I would like myself better if I were in a relationship. I would feel more normal and that I'm just as good as other women. I'm 26 years old and have never been in a relationship.