Have you ever been rejected by the opposite sex so many times that you don't date?
I've been rejected by every single guy I've ever liked. Combine this with my extreme shyness and recent social anxiety and you get a girl who does not date. Everytime I ever even smile at a guy that I like, he brings out his girlfriend the next time I see him. I have an awful radar for guys that are already taken.
Do you think you are undesirable, unworthy, and basically not worth loving? I do. And I'm struggling with it. Because somewhere inside I know I'm lovable and have good qualities, but can't seem to convince guys of this. People keep saying I'm pretty, which disgusts me, because that doesn't equate to being loved and accepted.
The only guys who approach me are scary guys with huge beards, guys a lot older than me, and psycho-desperate men. I try to project a calm and put together image and am constantly studying. So I don't know why these types are drawn to me.
Do you ever wish you could attract someone that is normal to you? Rather than freaks and weirdos? How do you stop attracting predators to you if you already feel like a victim and insecure about your life?