Ok get this
I used to go to clubs and just dance, but i didnt understand the purpose of dancing. it made no sense, unless i was excersizing or trying to demonstrate to the opposite sex that my body is functioning properly(like so many girls seem to like doing
so eventually I thought ill do something more fun, I went right into the middle of the dance floor and stood absolutely still like i was in the army. and I just stood there and stayed to see how long i could do it for. Most people didnt do anything, two girls seemed to be upset and were signally for me to do something, but i couldnt hear them.
That got boring eventually, so then I started going to this salsa bar. There, they actually gave free salsa lessons and the music was at a volume where people can still communicate.
So i did the salsa lessons, and then just sat down on a stool and watched others dance, and a woman came and asked me to dance, so i did, and its hard to lead when you have SA, cause I was constantly worrying that Im doing it wrong(which is stupid, since its just dancing). But then after, I just smiled at her and went back to sitting by myself. I didnt say a word to her, blah
Then someone went and burned the place down
so now im gona try going again, to another salsa bar, but this time im just going to get drunk. Ive usually just gotten water
and when i did get alchohol, it didnt work, so im gona try it again