Confused/surprised when people like you?
It dawned upon me tonight that when someone shows good feeling towards me I'm confused and don't believe that positive feeling towards me can last. I realized this after a friends of my sisters came over and laughed at some of my comments and respected me, its probably because I'm in the family though. Still, I don't know how to react or how to think when someone doesn't hate me, its like the whole game changes. I also realize I go into meeting people expecting them to hate me, no matter what I do. Because of this I've learned to not even try as the years went by.