I also have the same question, do I have bdd or I am ugly?
In the mirror I think I'm average, but in photos I'm very ugly, maybe that's the whole not photogenic thing?
But then again different lights + same camera = different face.
Different mirrors = different face.
I can't ****ing find a way of seeing exactly where I stand.
But if I have bdd then I see myself as way uglier than I am, but I might still be ugly. But what if I have some kind of reverse bdd because I'm in denial and I see myself pretty in some mirrors while very ugly in the camera?
I thought to myself, I'm not ugly and I'm not pretty, I'm just strange...
No, I'm not strange, I'm normal, I just have bdd....
But ...maybe I don't have bdd and I'm ugly and I am in denial?
the most important question is, am I ugly?