Social Anxiety Support

shidrewbie · 08-11-2012, 06:45 AM

I'm 21 years old work, go to school and got some bad social anxiety. I am comfortable with who I am as a weirdo but when people play phchologist and constantly try to diagnose me a d try to convince others that I'm retarded or on drugs it's really starting to take a toll on my spirit. I try to stay out of focus of others but it seems no matter what people start to pick up on my weirdness and try to figure me out. The more eyes I feel on me the more pressure I feel and I start acting like a dumbass it's like my brain just starts giving out or something. I feel like I go through manic depressant stages as in I get overconfident and start to try and force social interaction and later think about it through others eyes and realize how stupid I must look then sink back to a depressed state.

Besides the social anxiety I'm a minimalist. I'm a huge underground hip hop fan, I think people who conform are lame I have been like this since I was young but even though I was always into different things I was popular as a kid. I really hate people who try to step on others like rungs on a social ladder. I'm big into cinima everything from Casablanca ,carnival of souls to oldboy akira to millers crossing. I love making rap music and platin video games.

Toad Licker · 08-11-2012, 10:36 AM

Hey Drew, welcome to

millenniumman75 · 08-11-2012, 01:53 PM

Welcome, Shidrewbie!

08-11-2012, 06:45 AM	#1 (permalink)
shidrewbie Status: SAS Member Join Date: Aug 2012 Location: Alabama Gender: Male Age: 22 Posts: 30	Hi I'm new I'm 21 years old work, go to school and got some bad social anxiety. I am comfortable with who I am as a weirdo but when people play phchologist and constantly try to diagnose me a d try to convince others that I'm retarded or on drugs it's really starting to take a toll on my spirit. I try to stay out of focus of others but it seems no matter what people start to pick up on my weirdness and try to figure me out. The more eyes I feel on me the more pressure I feel and I start acting like a dumbass it's like my brain just starts giving out or something. I feel like I go through manic depressant stages as in I get overconfident and start to try and force social interaction and later think about it through others eyes and realize how stupid I must look then sink back to a depressed state. Besides the social anxiety I'm a minimalist. I'm a huge underground hip hop fan, I think people who conform are lame I have been like this since I was young but even though I was always into different things I was popular as a kid. I really hate people who try to step on others like rungs on a social ladder. I'm big into cinima everything from Casablanca ,carnival of souls to oldboy akira to millers crossing. I love making rap music and platin video games.

08-11-2012, 10:36 AM	#2 (permalink)
Toad Licker Status: Broken Join Date: Nov 2007 Location: A Fruitloop Daydream Gender: Male Posts: 83,416	Hey Drew, welcome to __________________ I've been swallowed up by greed. I've been spat upon by lust If they ain't playing with your money they're playing with your trust And I'm trying so hard to stop sitting still To gather the juice that's been spent or been spilled To find a spark in myself that hasn't been killed Cause if Death doesn't get you then Life surely will I've been chasing a lie I was sold Running down thieves and fool's gold And these Christmas dreams are just painted coal - Bree Sharp

08-11-2012, 01:53 PM	#3 (permalink)
millenniumman75 Status: Mentor Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: Dayton, OH Gender: Male Age: 37 Posts: 91,553	Welcome, Shidrewbie! __________________ millenniumman75 You are a success story waiting to happen! Live and let live VACUUMS more than a Hoover.... Live and HELP live is better! TROLL ALERT STATUS: CHAT -> BERT FORUMS -> ERNIE (troll activity on the increase) WATCH WHAT YOU TYPE!