I've never quite understood the sense of such, "Hi... well, I'm here...", posts.
I'll do it nevertheless because I actually want to say something:
In this short time since I've known this forum things really started to make sense.
Being ignored, humiliated, reinforced in fears
and the possibility that I, knowingly or not,
hurt another person in any way (again)
even makes online friendship seem impossible.
That is why you're amazing people.
I don't know what I'm doing or hoping for. I feel selfish.
Thank you for fighting.