Confident in writing what I mean (most times).
Not confident in saying what I mean (verbal communication tends to make me feel stupid; I feel like my voice is too girly sometimes; and I tend to go the silly route over the serious route more often so when I mean to be serious I'm afraid I don't sound serious).
Confident in studying a situation or concept and then having a solution or opinion.
Not confident in thinking on my feet (always think there's something I don't know that might change my response).
Confident in old people liking me.
Not confident in young people liking me (I don't always think they'll dislike me...I just think they'll judge me as someone who isn't fun just because of how I carry myself sometimes, whereas old people either don't care or just ****ing like me cuz I'm polite and like raisins or something, haha).
Confident in males liking me.
Not confident in females liking me (I feel like women judge me more harshly than men do...and even if they don't like my personality that much, they'd probably still sleep with me so that makes me feel a little better
Confident in ordering food online.
Not confident in ordering at a restaurant (I always forget that they're gonna ask me what sides I want or how I want something prepared and I get frazzled and then I think that maybe I said something wrong so they're going to bring me something I didn't intend to get but online I can obsess over what I put in as my order and then confirm it).
Confident in going places with someone I know.
Not confident in going places alone (when I'm alone in public, I make people who aren't seemingly suspicious suspicious in my head - example: on campus I look at students who are by themselves just standing around with their hands hidden and think they might have a gun and that makes me anxious).
Fairly confident in communicating sexually with someone I know/like.
Not confident in actually being sexual with someone I know/like (I'm super concerned about their standards; even if they say they don't have standards I know that they do and that disappointment is possible and probably certain since I'm a virgin and really wouldn't know what I was doing; this is especially true if the person has watched porn because then I feel like they have unrealistic expectations or would naturally compare my body to a pornstar's body).