I never thought of going into business for myself. A person needs the drive and passion, plus money. I don't have any of those things.
Funny, a former friend of mine bought me a GED book to help me finish my education back in 2005. The thing is, it's as big as a phone book. It's a little overwhelming. I started to study from it and do the exercises in it, but never got past a certain chapter early in the book. I kind of gave up on it.
It's extremely hard when you have absolutely no family or even friends to guide you along in life. My dad was great at that, but after he passed, I really had no one. Not even brothers or sisters. I'm just a lost soul in the world.
I was already threatened with an eviction 2 months ago for not paying rent on time. I had to take out a $6000 loan from a pawn shop, using my car as collateral. I had no other option to get that kind of money ASAP. The worst thing is, they are charging me over 55% interest! I've already missed the first payment of $600 and already started the harassing phone calls.
Rent is due again coming up and again have no money. But on the lighter side, I do have a job interview next week that pays $23.00/hour. The thought of me living on the street homeless scares the hell out of me and maybe what I need to get my *** in gear. If I get this job, things will look up, but if I don't get it, I won't know what to do. I might just end up joining my deceased parents