Yup. I haven't been in class for a whole two weeks. Attendance is worth 10%, and I guess I'll get at most 2% outta that.
I became depressed again, and it brought me back to an all-time low that lasted 2 weeks. I'm almost finished my program and graduate at the end of April. Hopefully I can manage to pass the final exams and make it through, even if I squeak by.
To add to this mess, I voluntarily opted out of my graduation ceremony, pre-parties with my classmates, no grad pic or grad write-up, and no pic for the yearbook either. I'm not really sad about not being involved with people in my class, and I think most of them are nice people. But I don't have the energy right now to invest in socializing or playing the social part. I don't have the motivation.
Also, I won't see these people again for many years, and I just wanna graduate, get out of thsi university, and start my life. The last four years of school have been like hell, emotionally and mentally.
Any support or advice is helpful.