I had tried everything from benzos to coffee (um, bad idea lmao) to valerian root. Like, everything.
The only thing that ever really got rid of my anxiety was opiates. I felt so at peace with myself and everyone around me when I took them for my wisdom teeth. But then they healed and I couldn't take them any more. So I had this huge relief from my anxiety, and then it was taken away from me, so I was of course devastated to go back to that "dark place"
so I did research and found out about kratom, a leaf from Thailand. it's a legal alternative to what had helped me and I was skeptical but I took the chance of buying a small quantity at thekratombar.com to see if it would work. they actually have a strain specified for those with anxiety. I find Bali to be the best one. it really helps me stay cool, calm, and collected. Maeng Da and Thai were a bit too energetic for me, which gave me a bit of anxiety.
just thought I'd share this helpful leaf with people that have tried everything and still couldn't find relief.
its pretty cheap too if you compare it to real pharmaceutical medication. you only need like 2 grams.
Post your experiences with kratom here plz!