Kind of. I had to do the same on my first/second session. I felt so embarassed trying to be honest. And If I am totally honest now, I think I played it down a bit. Like for instance, the parts where they asked about thoughts of self harm/depression. I'd say like 'hardly ever' to make me look better in the therapists eyes.
I know now that it was a stupid thing to do. And I did go through a period of self loathing any time my therapist would say anything nagative about me personally. I guess it's just the old SA symptoms doing what they do. I can't seem to even feel that it's okay for a professional therapist to 'judge' me or think negatively about me for a second.
Mm. That didn't make much sense, did it? Sorry.
