Exactly! People are always telling me to just get out and do something but it is not that easy. It can be so heartbreaking to be out there alone and seeing others enjoying themselves in someone else's company while you sit there alone. I'm tired of that, I don't want to sit here alone, I don't want to hang out with my mother or some other relative. I want to do the things people my age are doing!
I am going to force myself to make a list of things I can do tomorrow. Hopefully the weather cooperates!
Thank you for your well wishes. I hope things get well for you as well